One of the very few moments i was awake the first 24 hours after surgery and having my baby boy. I was exhausted and on strong pain meds and I couldn’t stay awake no matter how hard I tried that with the blood loss the 2 days of labour prior to having the section completely took it out me and when I was awake I was pretty useless cause I couldn’t move and was still out of it. It was so so hard not being able to do things for my baby and having to watch everyone els do it for me. I mean thank god for my family I’m so grateful for them but I really found it difficult laying there while they soothed my son and changed his first nappy and while he got his first bath and dressed him for the first time or having to give up breast feeding cause I kept falling asleep during it so the safest option at that time was to bottle feed so they could do it i pumped milk up until a few days ago and kept trying to get him to latch on but now I’m on antibiotics for my infection I can’t breastfeed anymore. Then when I got home and my mum and sister took it in turns to stay at night the first 3 night to help me as I couldn’t get out bed easy with my stitches and did end up hurting myself trying to get to Oliver fast enough. I literally cried so bad over the slightest things like feeling like a bad mum cause I couldn’t do it all on my own straight away or cause I love him so much my hormones are crazy atm! Even now I’m still struggling with healing cause of the infection but to be fair it’s also only 2 weeks since my section and I’ve hurt myself a few times doing things I probably shouldn’t be doing and I’ve had lectures off the midwifes doctors nurses and been told to rest and let others help but I’m sick of it I just want to get on with it and get things organised enjoy my baby boy and get some control and routine back. Honestly the emotions I’ve went through the last 2 weeks since bringing my baby boy into the world is crazy! and as hard as it’s been in certain moments I would do it all over again cause he’s perfect 💙👶🏻🤱🏻 #blessed#family#oliverscottlitster#myboy#mamasboy#son#mrandmrs#husbandandwife#childhoodsweethearts#thelitsters👪🐶🐶
This is so inspiring. They got married and bought a house in the same year! Congratulations to them. 👏👏💗❤💟. More blessings for us all in 2018. Amen 🙏🙏❤
.Regranned from @blacklovepage - @todaysinsight Saw a few people saying how terrible 2017 was for them, and how they are ready for 2018. Here to speak blessings into anyone's life who may need it! This couple got married and bought a house in the same year which is very inspiring! Hopefully seeing this will bring joy to anyone who may need it❤️ photo via>> @bshareeb#TodaysInsight#BlackLovePage
Die Liebe @anni_bride_to_be_2018 hat mich gebeten 5 Fakten über mich zu verraten.
1. Ich bin fremden Menschen gegenüber meist ruhiger - oftmals wird das als arrogant gedeutet, wer mich länger kennt weiss, dass man mit mir Pferde stehlen kann.
2. Wenn ich meine dollen 5 Minuten habe, wird es lustig. Singen, tanzen, imitieren? Alles ist möglich
3. Ich habe dauerhaft Fernweh. Kaum ist eine Reise vorbei muss ich das nächste Ziel finden und den nächsten Urlaub planen.
4. Ich hasse Überraschungen, ich möchte am liebsten immer alles wissen und, da kommen wir schon zu 5.: CSI und FBI würden neidisch, wenn diese von meinen Fähigkeiten wüssten 😅 ich bin wirklich gut darin Dinge in Erfahrung zu bringen - dass mein Mann mir Geschenke machen kann, ohne dass ich es errate? Kam noch nicht vor😁
Liebe @mimmei_, willst du nicht auch mitmachen?