I finally managed to send my application to my health insurance company. Next year I want to finally get back into therapy. Day clinic.
I'm very scared, because I got so used to the loneliness that i'll be scared of the people. I know that i'll be scared.
I know we all have to carry our parcel, but I mostly repressing it unintentionally.
My Boyfriend says he is there for me. But my boyfriend was not a good friend for the last few weeks, we had a lot to clarify and it has happened a lot. I noticed that he really is not mature enough for something serious. I love him and so I try to forget what he did to me with his kind.
I love him but I can not really show it to him.
I hate to show feelings & Every time I did it, I regretted it ... Earlier ..
That's why I don't want to let it get this far this time.
I don't want to be hurt anymore.
He always complains that I tell my cats more often that I love them than him. But my cats have always been here in bad times. More than any person I know. He does not understand that but I do not care.
I have so much to work on me and somehow I'm looking forward to go in the day clinic.
Above all, I'm looking forward to my driver's license, which I expect at the beginning of January.
Car driving is good for me. I like to drive a car and tomorrow I will have a driving lesson I'm happy for that
I've forgotten how good it is all that shit from the soul to write down here.
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Sahabat yang baik adalah dia yang mengajak kita untuk bersusah payah, bukan yang mengajak kita bersenang senang dalam gemerlapnya dunia yang fana :')
Jadilah sahabat until jannah gaes 💕
Ne ring mund shfaq forcen e egersise per te fituar me cdo kusht.
Prane jush e vetmja force qe me buqet nga zemra, eshte lumturia qe me beni te ndihem si ne shtepine time. Zoti ua shperblefte per cdo miresi qe beni!
In the ring i can show the power of savagery to win, but when I am with you the only power which blooms out of my heart is happiness because you made me feel like home.